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Camille Ho. Seventeen. Sleep, eat and survive! Navigations above! |
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Changes hurts
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 9:06 PM
I know nothing last long and changes happen for the sake and benefit of people. But it is disheartening and scary to find out that the person who used to be there for you all along, telling you what to do, caring for you, isn't there anymore. Everything seems to be like a whirlwind and everything just disappears before you. What made things really regretful is the cruel fact that we didn't even get to say our last goodbyes. It feels like the chance of meeting him seems to be a miracle, and that is the last time. It made me really wonder, have we really been the best students? Have we really expressed our respect and gratitude for him? Would we ever ever see him again? Cos let's admit it ourselves. He is nice. The big change has really made me realise numerous things. It made me realise how much things he had done for us. Behind those harsh remarks, lay the hope that we would actually improve. Behind the scoldings, lay the concern he had for us. Sure, we had bad moments, but he never seemed to remember it at all. We may not have been the best students, but the concern he had for us was always there. I don't blame the teachers for doing it, cos i understand what they want for us. But it really does hurt, and i probably wouldn't feel as attached to CCA anymore. Afterall, the instructor that had gone through thick and thin with you for 3 years, guided you, taught you, scolded you, has changed. As much as i want to come back, i probably wouldn't feel that much attatchment as i thought i would if nothing had changed. Alas, ultimately, i do miss Mr Poh. P.S: I totally screwed my paper. Bye bye. |
